Monthly Archives: January 2010

Hope this letter find you well,

Posted on 01/19/2010 by Mateo

As I waited for a response, that door would slowly turn into a big heavy bank vault door, thick and impenetrable. Leaving me at the mercy of your choice, of opening or ignoring me. A choice for you to make, which, after years left me little hope that in this situation you’d open up. If by chance you do open, what would I do, say, feel. Would I greet you with a warm smile, would I call you all types of names, or maybe I’d turn around and walk away, right at the moment when you reach for the door handle to open and never look back Continue reading →

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…Fate or Destiny?

Posted on 01/15/2010 by Mateo

@HarlemWriter posted this question, which has started me thinking about some of the issues that afflict us as people. First let me state I am not superstitious , so this quote really speaks to me, as it’s a question I’ve asked myself many times. While I’m not the one to knock any one for their beliefs and this post isn’t to bad mouth superstitions as I call it, though others use the word religion. This here is to just take a look at our short comings, when things are good or bad it’s always fate or destiny that’s responsible.
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To my First Love

Posted on 01/12/2010 by Mateo

Below you will find two letters each written by two seperate people. The first one is written by me.  It happens to be a letter I wrote some time ago and decided to update a little. The second is by … Continue reading →

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How much is too much to copy and paste?

Posted on 01/12/2010 by Mateo

Well I’ve been pleasantly surprised with the replies I’ve received not just via comments on this here blog, but through family and friends who have read my post My Life in Motion, Adoption: Back2goforward. My post even manage to show … Continue reading →

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…My life in motion: Adoption, Back2goforward

Posted on 01/03/2010 by Mateo

Well the New Year has started, and I’ve taken some time to put this post together. No, it hasn’t been because of the extensive research, but more so, finding the best way to put it all on paper. Even the … Continue reading →

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